*[_____________**It's so surreal yet so true**___________[[Scattered Memories]]_____________

*[_____________**It's so surreal yet so true**___________[[Scattered Memories]]______________]* dumbiee gurL and sillyBOI

the truth is tearing up my heart
i cant regconize this place
the endless road without a stop sign
cant even find a stranger this time
why am i still holding back my tears
in this loneliness there's nothing to fear
evry chord seems wonder
how could we be together
everytime i ask this would this be the last
why am i still talking to myself
hoping you would have the keys to cell
every song might calm the weather
but it jus draws me deeper
how do i get out of this
i think i never will

i told myself waiting for you
wasnt going to be of any use if you wont return
why must I spend every minute of my life thinking of you, waiting for you
If I had known earlier that you dont feel anything for me,
everything i do isnt of any use
you left me waiting and aching for you in the dark,
keeping the painful truth for me...that you will never be back in my arms again

* Gina [ nANa ]
* 26.o5.88
* Gemini
* In a relationship

loVes
* SweetHeart (Spencer)
* gaibang
* the beach
* house of dead 4
* travelling
* every moment with my dear

hAtEs
* liars
* hypocrites
* betrayers
* unhappiness
* being lonely
* heartbreakers
* being abandon
* quarrels & hurt

shE's
+ insensitive
+ stubborn
+ fickled minded
+ multi-personality
+ easily angered
+ dreamer
+ spendthrift
+ attached to Spencer

wiSh LisT
+ adidas jacket
+ adidas bag
+ slyvester softtoy
+ huge teddy
+ graduate within 3 years
+ study aboard
+ car,bike and boat licence
+ going overseas with friends
+ scuba diving
+ learn blading
+ be with my SweetHeart always

Living in a life
with everything so realistic
Yearning for something
so fantasy and so dramatic
Loving darkness
for it's cool unseen passion and it's mystery
Sometimes
i even think
i won't really mind
if i have to live in darkness while darkness in me

:: yunn ::
:: kris ::
:: lingz ::
:: mel ::
:: jun ::
:: kunhan ::
:: weiping ::
:: guorong & kristin ::
:: colin and kero ::
:: fel ::

Saturday, January 21, 2006
1:15 AM

At some moments, i'm thinking that truth and serious attitude doesn't matter to me anymore. Even if it's only a lie, i'm willing to be fooled.

mercifully, letting go
hurt from love, i dare not show
remorseful sadness, do you know
slient praying, till love unfold.

Why does the feeling have to be awaken?

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Friday, January 13, 2006
3:38 AM

New year's over but nothing seems to change. No beginning? Aww.. Exams have showed me my failures of my student's life. Nothing seems to be memorable over these days for me to joint them down. Let me think, hmm..nothing. How interesting could this be. What's there to blog when there's nothing to remember? Everybody seems to be dwelling on something. It's just the matter of time before the truth is out. I'm staying put to what is to be kept. I'm feeling lostt..AHhhhhh.LOSTTT!! Not in the world of my own but in the world which i don't know! I'm losing touch..ohhh ohhh.. NO! I'm feeling so so insecure.. i can't help feeling that way. HAha.
I wish i was invisible, i wish i was a fly...yet, i wish i could be seen by you. Woohooo.. how romantically stupid!!
An urge of impulsiveness dwell upon myself. I need something to deal with my emotions somehow. Perhaps that explains why i chose the arcade. I've said i don't want to have this feelings didn't i? arghh. I don't wanna admit it, but it hurts...

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